I empathize with your curiosity. I frequently have symptoms of ADHD and my mind goes places and comes back without ever telling me where it's been. It's a chaotic place and I don't always know either. Reading the context, I suspect what I was probably considering saying was suggesting the alternative is focusing on promoting homeschooling and auto-didactic learning as much as possible, until I realized that's not really a scalable or suitable solution to the concern I was starting with. So the thought got axed.