No no... it's literally the reason I've been crying. I spent half of my 20s homeless. Do I want to be homeless again? Fuckin' no. But I could deal with it. But I am a completely different person since meeting Una. She's changed my life in so many ways and all of them have been for the better. I've talked to some friends who I haven't been able to speak with in ages and all of them have said that I'm not the same guy that they knew. Something I take as a compliment. But the idea of losing her and going back to being that guy is terrifying