ok, so, i can masturbate some of the time. i feel in the mood to masturbate, all that. the thing is, it's very rare and it's only to fictional men or fantasies of hot women. i can't really masturbate to IRL women and definitely not men.

i have a very low sex drive, i guess, and i suddenly don't want to masturbate after a while when some other people could easily keep going for multiple "rounds". it's especially moreso the feeling of masturbating rather than feeling horny for any particular reason, even if the few times i do, it's for the idea of these women or fictional men.

i could imagine having sex with my partner when i get one to try it, but i don't actually feel sexual attraction to people when i can easily feel romantic attraction. i literally don't get any sort of tingly feeling, nothing, when i see people.