[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 1 points 4 days ago

I am permanently banned because cry baby mod didnt like my comment and got all my accounts banned because i used throw away 🤦‍♀️

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 8 points 1 month ago

Kenny you need to relax bud , take some deep breaths . I know you’re stressed and upset right now but you really do need get some help . Please be safe

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 8 points 1 month ago

Im not going argue but i am telling you as someone who study pharmaceuticals . Stimulants ( e, meth , coke , caffeine ect.. ) and mixing alcohol with you psychiatric meds will cause manic induced episode , as well psychosis . You are playing very dangerous game and i hope you can get help

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 9 points 1 month ago

Hey kenny like I told you in your last post you can always request new doctor if you are not comfortable and have re evaluation/ medication adjustment. It’s really important to be honest of your needs and medical wishes. Adderall is stimulant , if caffeine triggers mania for you then any other stimulant can have high potential to cause manic episode maybe that why your doctor is worried . Right now best thing is to think about your situation at hand and try understand why things are happening. That why getting medical files and having someone go over them with you , may help you understand the issue at hand . If you are still drinking then yes psych meds may have stronger effect than desired and can make undesirable symptoms. If you are struggling with alcohol i would seek treatment and if you are mixing benzodiazepines with alcohol you can seriously harm yourself . That may be why they are admitting you is because it’s dangerous. They maybe concerned of medical emergency if you are mixing . Please take care of yourself and be kind to yourself.

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 6 points 1 month ago

I have weird perspective i would be obviously very devastated, sad and heartbroken with ton of questions but in back of mind my mind i will remember “ Sometimes one’s pain is far to great to continue living.” the idea of them not being in pain offers some sort of tranquility/peace. I would never want my child to die by suicide , I hope they would find something to fix/ease pain but sometimes life doesn’t allow you to stop the pain you might feel. It’s deep and emotional thing to think about because their is so much questions to why . I myself struggle with suicidal ideation and thoughts during pain crisis episodes because it feels like my pelvis is being shattered and pain is absolutely unbearable that nothing touches pain , I feel so many things in that moment and my thinking becomes foggy /unclear . It brings you to a very dark place . I would like to think that everyone should live in world where they do not suffer and have correct options in terms of suffering from either mental or psychical pain . Sadly those who suffer tend to die by suicide because of system flaws and over flow , shame and deep frustration of suffering. The Mind can go dark really fast when their is no support or common understanding and when thoughts are to far gone . You can have someone say i love , encourage you through your struggle but if your pain far to great , it where you fear the most . I really do encourage people to get correct support and help before it consumes them. I think what you will get from this comment is their pain ,deep emotional aspect of losing someone to suicide with understanding to a possible why .

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 26 points 1 month ago

I have one ! You actually need one for pure honey in jars as metal changes its properties

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submitted 2 months ago by blackroses97@lemmy.zip to c/canada@lemmy.ca

Hello, i was wondering if anyone in montcon area knows where i can find artisan cheese that is lactose free . Willing to drive max of 3 hours from Moncton . In Quebec I usually have perron or st guilliume or riveria so bonus points if you know where to get that in NB . Thanks

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Hello, i was wondering if anyone in montcon area knows where i can find artisan cheese that is lactose free . Willing to drive max of 3 hours from Moncton . In Quebec I usually have perron or st guilliume or riveria so bonus points if you know where to get that in NB . Thanks

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 9 points 2 months ago

I am dyslexic , i struggle with writing . Not drunk or a bot

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submitted 2 months ago by blackroses97@lemmy.zip to c/newtolemmy@lemmy.ca

Hello , i have few questions about lemmy

  1. Can you be banned from lemmy ?
  2. Where can i find the rules?
  3. why do need picture every time i post
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Any shows similar to?

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 8 points 2 months ago

Im really new to here and did try looking but couldn’t find anything

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 6 points 2 months ago

Unfortunately i dont have exact recipe as it was throw everything together type deal. I did start by roasting cherry tomatoes and butternut squash with olive oil and salt / pepper. Than i blended it and Added it to sauce pot , add crushed chili peppers flakes , black pepper, and goat cheese . Mixed in pasta and let than cook till heated . Topped with goat cheese and chives

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[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 49 points 2 months ago

Absolutely here for the chaos

[-] blackroses97@lemmy.zip 13 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

I am not really liking AI , sure its good for somethings but in last 2 weeks i seen some very negative and destructive outcomes from AI . I am so tired of everything being AI . It can have good potential but what are risks to users experience?

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