[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 7 points 3 days ago

I made some kind of announcement to my close relative that are safe after either inviting them over or going over to them. "At some point I went by oh by the way I have something to tell you. I'm transitioning and started HRT F. Feel free to still use my name as I haven't yet chosen my name I will go by.

As for work (oh boy lots of racist people and probably transphobes... 🀞) and my parents (might go correctly or poorly πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ, but since my dad depends on me for things he cannot do anymore. He has more to loose by rejecting me and so far I know he loves his kids...) They gonna have to ask questions themselves when they will notice that I look more and more feminine.

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 12 points 4 days ago

Sometimes for Ice cream too.

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 6 points 4 days ago

Basically planning the administrative hellhole to be able to get my hormones and others things covered (mostly covered) for my transition. Since I've have not a great reaction to benzyl Benzoate from the DIY EEn. For now I have to accommodate to the inflammation it gives me at the injection site and probably guide the doctor apprently friendly but she doesn't know much about transition.

I think I will give out my second vial to the local trans association for someone in need. Still hard for me to train my voice though. I don't find time except in the car going to work. Can't help to feel like I sound silly when I try to speak with my "feminine" voice.

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 27 points 4 days ago

Haha... I'm lactose intolerant anyway 🫒

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 12 points 1 week ago

πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 23 points 1 week ago

Instruction unclear. I found some someone first and then became their wife ☺️.

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submitted 2 weeks ago by Shirow@lemmy.zip to c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

Okay, so It's my first post. I don't know if this count as NSFW but just in case I'll put a spoiler.

Tap for spoilerSo... today i felt something that I had never felt before a big dysphoria crisis when my wife started to be a bit intimate with me.

I won't go into details, but basically I never though that my bottom part would cause me this feeling. I ended up crying because of what I felt... I can't really put words on it...

I never felt that before when I was still an egg. (Well, some things were less enjoyable but never this).

I don't really know what to think about it, why did my body react this way. Even though I never though about any surgery about it.

Even yesterday, I thought like I don't understand why some people would have dysphoria about their genitals. I though that we need to deconstruct gender and we can be feminine or masculine with any organs and this hits me like a slap I'm the face.

I feel foolish.

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 12 points 3 weeks ago

Hope you're going to receive it. I ordered mine and started 2 weeks ago HRT. Ordered it 4 weeks ago.

Mine was... Local so less trouble for delivery. It came with a surprising label πŸ˜„.

I notice some small changes already and I'm happy with that even though it's a bit terrifying that it's like finally real.

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 30 points 1 month ago

Oh... I'm already doing that with my wife and in any case I'm always sitting down. I thought it was more commun to do that.

I mean I always thought it was more hygenic to prevent the "splash zone"...

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 37 points 1 month ago

πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ I'm leaning toward the right side now.

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 57 points 1 month ago

I'm in this image and I don't... Well I am in it.

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 28 points 1 month ago

I haven't yet done my social transition (nor medical yet but soon). I can only imagine what you feel.

Wishing you the best (at least the best it can be right now), all I can offer is virtual hug πŸ€—

[-] Shirow@lemmy.zip 12 points 2 months ago

Mood πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ

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