You should be ashamed.
You failed the easiest open book test in American history.
I'm not sure if you came here expecting open arms, and you may be getting that from some, but not from me.
You caused serious generational damage by falling for the dumbest shit imaginable. And you're blaming it on the media lying to you and pressure from your family? You may be the sheep conservatives so love to accuse others of being.
If you're actually sorry, do something about it.